This is how I feel...

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Look, I came here looking for acceptance, and I was hoping that someone might actually aknowledge my existance. But ever since I first joined, you've all been completely ignoring me, some of you are even dissing me even though I've never done anything to you (I mean you, violentcloud, Quatermass and kosmonaut!) I should have known this would happen! I should have known I would be hated HERE, at a place where we're supposed to know what it's like to be hated for no reason, and were you'd think at least some people would treat everyone else with a certain degree of respect! Yes I have flamed some people, but NOT for fun, I don't go around dissing everyone's favourite things, I don't put people down for feeling a certain way, I try to be nice most of the time, but what do I get in return? I get ignored, I get dissed, people avoid every single thread I make like the f*****g plague, and I get yelled at for "expecting everything to go my way" if I bring it up! WELL YOU CAN ALL f*****g ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!! !!
Oh wait, now you're gonna start dissing me for not getting on my hands and knees and thanking you profusely for all of this, you're just like the evil popular kids I knew in school and daydream about mutilating to this very day! Well I hope you're happy, you've made my fear that I'll never be accepted anywhere even worse, AND you've supported the theory that aspies/auties lack empathy!

Last edited by Cheerlessleader on 02 Jun 2007, 9:10 am, edited 1 time in total.

Black thinking at it's extreme.
If we all reacted this way when we don't get a response to all our posts.
Are you sure you are not borderline personality as this is the sort of behaviour one gets from that.

Well ive never dissed you, i dont know what your talking about.

You prove my point.

Lol, nothing is proved other than you are expecting everyone to give you ALL of their attention.
I have watched and seen you react within 40 minutes of making a thread because no-one responded.
People wont respond to that behaviour, they will run from it.

I know how you feel cheerless and if this place is causing those feelings in you then it is unfair and you should leave. However, if you want to stay and try to do something productive about it, then that would be much better. PM me if you need a chat.

Ok I'm sorry. It's just everytime I've said something about atomika or richardbenson trolling you've always encouraged them, and you called me a wannabe spammer in another thread.

I'm NOT expecting everyone to give me ALL their attention, I just don't expect everyone to avoid me like the plague like they do in real life!

I'm already there....

Obviously you don't know this
but I was stepping out of my haven
by going down that scary one-way
which caused the complete opposite to bliss
to reply to what you say
:(

I KNEW THAT NONE OF YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND!! !

I know what you're all doing! You're deliberately provoking me just so you have an exuse to hate me!

No need to apologise, i wouldn't worry about trolls, best not to feed them.
I remember wannabe spammer, i think i was joking; a misunderstanding, sorry.

you know everyone on here isnt normal?

id say most people dont post because they have nothing to say or cant be bothered not because they wanna ignore you because they hate you



cant speak for everyone else but i completely lack empathy/sensitivity.. doesnt mean i cant understand though

agree with Kosmonaut...

I like your posts.
I only look at what threads are on the home page when I log on but now am making the effort to try post some reply in those I read after another person wrote a similar complaint thread that no-one responded.
I used to read threads and in my head it would become a conversation with the posters and I wouldn't think to make a physical input.
I hope you stick around.

this was your first post i've read. i was usually trying not to start any thread, but when i did, one person reacted after few hours and then nobody else. however, i am less demanding and i don't take the things like these very seriously. but hey! let's be friends take it easy. life will be easier.

I think you might be a wee bit paranoid. Do you really think there's some worldwide conspiracy against you? It's not like you're the only one who posts stuff and gets few or no responses. There are eleven thousand people on this site. Noone here has the time to talk to every single one of them.

Also, no offense but I think you have some serious issues with popularity and social status. The only people who care about the popular kids at school are the popular kids at school. Why the hell should you care? Just chill out.