ok, so the psychaitrists say i'm schizoeffective and have asperger's and so on and forth.
i also meet with a mentor that says that he never saw a schizofrenic like me, and that he doesn't think's i'm the aspergers.
one of the problems starts when my psycologist will answer me again and again that i won't be able to be with normal women because i, as she said need to have a women that will be able to contain me.
i registered to this new dating website to people with mental disabilities in israel where i didn't really saw anyone anywhere near my age.
at a regular dating website people never really talked much with me,
another friend said it will take some years to feel much better because this is how changes work.
p.s. i bought a camera and i'm uploading pictures to instagram.
not meeting women and too afraid to feel comfortable around them.
02 Nov 2012, 5:53 pm
