I just feel numb inside....

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MusicIsLife2Me
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13 Dec 2012, 3:23 pm

I am so exhausted of trying to "fit in". I like who I am....I just wish I really knew who I was. I feel like there is someone else trapped inside of me. I can't explain it.....
I keep trying to be positive. I'm just having a rough time right now.
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15 Dec 2012, 1:06 am

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17 Dec 2012, 8:23 pm

MusicIsLife2Me wrote:
I am so exhausted of trying to "fit in". I like who I am....I just wish I really knew who I was. I feel like there is someone else trapped inside of me. I can't explain it.....
I keep trying to be positive. I'm just having a rough time right now.


I generally feel much like that. Or, as I've gotten older, find out who I "really am" and just know it doesn't fit anywhere.

How are you doing now?



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18 Dec 2012, 2:23 am

I think I know how you feel - like the person I feel I am, I can't express properly. Like there is some sort of disconnect between my intent and my behaviour.
I understand the frustration and I hope things get better for you soon.


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